im nervous ... yes yes i am. im meeting somebody off the net tomorrow [well thats if he still agrees to it] and my stomach as of late feels like its eating itself. ive never been so nervous when meeting someone off the net. its not usually a big deal for me. but hes different. i dunno he actually makes me laugh and hes really attractive and just *sigh* i dunno... he is on right now, but on away, and hes not responding and of course my pessimistic mind is telling me hes not responding because he doesnt want to meet my ugly ass. although im sure, no actually i just hope thats not true, i keep thinking it. well ill call him tomorrow at like 3 or somethin, after i get in from bein with my grandma [shes taking me shopping], and i will ask him whats up. his msn name says WTF WTF IM SCREWED and so, uhh. yeah. im thinkin that hes gunna cancel on me or something. SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME CONFIDENCE HERE PLEASE!! *worried/nervous*.. okay im leaving now. oh and btw, wanna hear somethin weird? this kid andrew that i went to elementary school with [im talking jk to gr 5], he found me on ftj today and added me to msn [ftj - facethejury.com].. isnt that weird? i looked at our kindegarten pic, aw lmao. we were so geeky okay im leavin. l8r l8r <3 laura

--and will tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head--
       ~taking back sunday~

look in my eyes. im jaded now. whatever that means.